Loneliness always hurts... please help...?

IM SORRY YOU FEEL LIKE THAT BUT YOU HAVE TO PUT YOURSELF FIRST. YOU CAN'T LET PEOPLE MAKE YOU FEEL THAT WAY ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU CALL THESE PEOPLE YOUR "FRIENDS"! IF THEY WERE REALLY YOUR FRIENDS THEY WOULD BE ABLE TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT ANYTHING BUT THEY CANT SO YOU NEED TO STOP CRYING AND GET OUT THERE AND START MAKING YOU HAPPY EVEN IF YOU HAVE TO DO IT ALONE! I HOPE THINGS GET BETTER FOR YOU...TAKE CARE AND GOOD LUCK!